The road has been long and hard, but still, you are my mighty, beautiful girl who holds my hand and likes to walk barefoot in streams. This little girl grew, in strength and with words. She knew joy and contentment. She knew where to rest her head, and she knew that when a battle called her to stand and fight she could do it. For she knew I went with her.
I could be so into life and the kiddos and school that I can’t even keep up with blogging I try my best but this is what is all about… unheard Fighter we all have our daily battles a balance we have to keep.
Is difficult when you have learned to hide how extra emotional you are, and you have to show strength in difficult time when you have already practice it over in your mind and heart before even happen you are just prepared for disappointment and painful situations. My fiancé lost his grandmother and I couldn’t hold it together, he is strong and also tries to show no emotion maybe because of the men nature. Life is hard and should be valued live Day by Day tomorrow… we just don’t know what is going to bring or if you be able to live the tomorrow.
Pretend it don’t hurt, back to pretend that I just don’t care, how damaged I have become that I can just easily hide the pain. Hold back your tears because man are just not worthy of such tears. To wash your face and put your makeup on. Is it possible you can just pretend so much that you may ask where my feelings are? Feel ashamed that I got into my breaking point, I couldn’t hold off those tears I had to let them all out. Oh tears how I missed you coming down my cheeks.
Spouses… Stay home mom even stay home dad… Big applause to them! Who stays up all night (or have less sleep) and all day! (With no nap) who take care of your children, the house, your dirty clothes, dinner and your next day lunch! And sometimes we don’t even hear a thank you!
For making a special dinner and you thought that when you got married you married a chef, nurse, doctor and the list could go one… make you dinner and you end up criticizing how dry the chicken was and ends up trying to cook something fast so you could eat and ether way end up eating cereal…
Come from work eat, shower and watch tv… how about your kids or a little help for your spouse… no wait sorry we wasn’t working we weren’t in the office or under the sun all day we apologize we were home… doing to you what ? Nothing ?
Appreciate what you have at home, we try our best and beyond best be thankful…
That’s all just be thankful for us
Is overwhelming the sacrifices us as mother do, I had to quit my job in order to take care of my kids hard decision because now is less income. Decided to do childcare for a friend and it’s just … exhausting and stressful. Planning on working night shifts because I just can’t no more with the extra stress I am literally going crazy it’s not easy to take care for others. I ask God what else is he putting on my plate like isn’t even enough? You can’t trust do work online crap 💩 how else can you make it. Is just one of those days where everything is so grey! I just God I need help!!!
Stay home mom struggles not everything is rainbows and flowers and more when you love to work and provide a better future for your kids.
Being a mother is not easy. We have days were we are tired, and other days that are happy. It don’t matter the moment just keep in mind that you are not alone. God and a crowd full of angles are around you to protect you in this important task as a mother. Just look at the sky keep going forward doing this mother task with love in everything you do.